im going crazy i really am. i dont wanna do this but i cant stop myself from doind it!! gwad. i tols myself i would not do this, but i did it. good going kendra. and now im gonna blow it. jst gona blow it. like i always do.
i dont wanna blow it. not this time. this is too good to be true. so why am i sooo like, dumb!! ugh. gawd. i should write a book. 'how to never get your guy'.
why am i such a dumb dumb!! help help SOMEBODY STOP ME!! im appealing to my gals charlyn, sarah, zhen, anthony.. WHOEVA!!
MOOD: DISGUSTED WITH MYSELFanyway i watched legally blond yesterday again, so im newly inspire.BOURNEWOOD!!